_intoxicating.love_

~16-12-07~

2007-12-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HONG KONG!

blogging the hk trip finally. been a month since i returned to singapore and i guess the weather has turned colder than before. it was unexpectedly cold on my visit and the cold wind definitely brought shivering down my spine. nevertheless, weather was good during my stay and it felt so much like walking in an air-conditioned city. loves it!

familiarity in the places i went, all around tsim sha tsui, central and lantau island, i left my footsteps in mongkok. disneyland's the same, nothing surprises me more than the first visit except that this time i'm taking their train instead of coach. it was so cold that we left earlier and missed the fireworks.

hi boyfriend! i finally get to hold your hand!

i miss baby elmo :(
he's being tortured day and night and he was last seen on 5-12-2007. please come back to me..

27-10-2007

2007-10-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

counting down to my hong kong trip.. 15 days!

looking at the pictures taken in previous trip, i'm missing that place so much! not forgetting the beautiful stars i saw on plane with mayu chan too!

yummilious!

the 3 pretties with me during the trip! i miss them all!

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was randomly surfing the net to kill boredom and i found this pretty babe! totally awesome with everything in pinkish Hello Kitty! baby, do you get my hint in tekong? please get this for me! :)))

it's sexay ain't it? captivates the heart of kitty lovers.. smart move!
i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish.....

(pictures with credit from carview.co.jp)

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i miss you! :(

15-10-2007

2007-10-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

and so, tickets are booked and hotel rooms are confirmed. i'm getting my arse away for a short trip soon.. hooray, have been hoping for one since ages ago but was busy busy busy. i'm still busy (at the end of the day!) with my current job too, rushing ads with horrendous deadlines the clients set but experience gained is definitely great.

well.. the big day will be here in a couple of days but the feeling isnt there. something's missing and i'm not hoping for anything. seriously, i've been hurt many times because of the word "hope" and i ain't gonna let it happen again. all i want is a peaceful yet busy year which i wouldn't have the time to be interested in minor issue that's gonna inflict pains on me.

i'm rich i'm happy i'm pretty.. i'll probably recite these the first thing in the morning. dreams are still there and i'll work harder for money and enjoyment!

and i wanna thank a person whom i have known for 8 years, always there for me when i needed someone by my side. she doesnt scold me for my nonsense, enjoys our shopping dates, sharing with me her thoughts and emotions, and most importantly, she loves me as much as i love her! but seriously, if she isnt of the same gender as me, i would have fallen in love with "him". she's the man! i'm losing interest in men soon and yea i mean it.. cheers to our sisterhood.

2007-10-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

i saw tay ping hui!

and we exchanged smiles!

he was walking towards me and we were 20cm apart.
he's super good-looking, charismatic, dashing!

i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!
i saw tay ping hui!

okay.. i sound despo.

~08-10-07~

2007-10-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

hello. i have just received the confirmation email for the successful booking of my favourite siloso beach resort and i was super amused by the email.

here's the joke..

saw many cute bunnies in bp plaza's pet shop.. i tell you they are super cuddly adorable but everyone should heed a wise advice from dearest gf.. "No impulse buying"

aww.. so cute!

nevertheless, i still love my pinkie!

~30-09-07~

2007-09-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

"I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry"

who says big girls dont cry?
it all depends on her mood.

~29-09-07~

2007-09-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

new passion grows while the old's starting to diminish..

i love and i loved.

speak no more and ask no more.

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it's 2:13am now. visited zac and just got home. he was good today, movie had too much gore but a great one, good companion, good supper with the right person.

放弃是懦弱；放下需要勇气
累了，想卸下一些包袱，放慢脚步

i guess i'm pretty sure of what i want now.

~25-09-07~

2007-09-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

she's so lovely
she's so lovely
she's so lovely
she's so lovely

a song with catchy tune!

anyways, thanks to dearest friends who brightened my day on the first day of work. company was great. colleagues (some) were nice. westernized culture and accent. boring on the first and second day. and i swear i'll brush up my articulation to sound more professional like the others!

advancement of technology definitely brings complications in the way human beings work. company uses Mac and i've concluded that "a Windows user finds it pretty tough switching to Mac at the beginning". nevertheless, both are equally good and i love both as much as i love my pink sony vaio.

was tearing on my way back home yst for that gush of loneliness and fear kept in my heart for the whole day, resulted a terrible headache that really hurts even till now ):
i miss him. i miss my bed.

~04-09-07~

2007-09-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

hihi. i just did evil things to my poor hair again which resulted a look of ms lion-with-bad-hair-day. boohoo. felt so empty recently. mood was terrible. but it's great to be blessed by love from family as well as companion from bestie. dad showered me with new clothes when he actually chanced upon this shop after meeting his clients. mum brought me for facials and shopping. as for evil bro, he did nth except making me peeved and chased after him just to grab my soft toys he had sneaked away when i was busy. nevertheless, i really do enjoy this break i have after 6 months of slogging at work.

caught evan almighty yesterday and it was a great movie. quoted from the movie, G the Al Mighty said that..
"if you pray for love, does God give you love? or does God give you the opportunity to love?"
inspired by what he said, i really feel that it's absolutely true. nothing is free in this world except the thing called 'Opportunity'. G will not give you what you ask for but instead, gives you the opportunity to grab for what you've asked.

~15-08-07~

2007-08-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! i'm in an extremely good mood today. just had dinlun with my dearest bestie and i feel so much like a tai-tai now. yea.. took up facial packages, lotsa money spent on clothes for myself and ppl i love, lotsa quality time spent with family. the feeling is great but sinful just like eating godiva chocs!

and there we were talking about our future like how we used to think that someday, we will go to changi airport and just point whatever destination we see and proceed with purchasing of tix and then flying for shopping spree.

oh yea, humans tend to treasure things more when they're about to lose it/they have already lost it. seen a few cases recently. and i really feel that no matter how hardworking you are, your achievements will be recognised not by others, but yourself. it's a sense of satisfaction despite the external factors that bring you down everyday.

it's a bliss to be having certain things in life so be contented and you'll be beaming with happiness everyday.

~9-8-07~

2007-08-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to my dearest house!
it's the 9th year since we moved in and you gave us not only a shelther over our heads but warmth all these while. thanks housie.

today's a holiday for the workaholics. real tired ever since i joined this line and i seriously want to quit after so much happened. shall not rant in my blog about it coz it seems so pointless. i'll just curse them and hope they will pay me the hefty sum of commissions which i earned since may. and i'm planning for a long break! to hong kong, to japan, to anywhere in the world! looking for my future husband overseas and settle there for good. and i'll not forget visiting my bestie beibei who's settling down in hongkong with her jordan. she said she's going to visit me and my new house in aussie too.

dreams oh dreams..

celebrities caught in bugis.

cookie mob and elmo: yeayeayea.. that's US.

~22-07-07~

2007-07-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

:(

too many problems, too many thoughts, nobody's there.

.

~26-06-07~

2007-06-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

hello ^^ i've been having good mood ever since dearest elmo revived and behaved normally like he used to be. was really depressed when i learned from dad that he became a madman dancing in a corner without us having to touch it, making poor mum and dad jumped. definitely reminds me of the doll in the reincarnation movie that goes "zutto issho dai" and begin the mass killings. kowai!!

anyway, working life has been good since 3 weeks ago with the companion from ms jiening. time flies real fast and 24 hours a day is never enough for a busy schedule-packed day. starting to love my job more with funny and fussless clients. and mr jervin is sweet enough to make my day with his morning greeting msges. jervin is love! :)

dreamt of hongkong last night, having xu liu shan's xiao wan zi (beverage) all by myself. i really miss dessert and mickey so much! i want to go shopping. i want to go traveling. i want my melon. i want a computer mouse with whichever of sanrio's characters. lots of desires yet restrictions.

alright.. brain's dead. off to sleep.

~03-06-07~

2007-06-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

Hi. it feels great staying awake at this timing when the surrounding's quiet and the state of mind cant get any clearer than this. life has been up and down and friends who are 'alive' seem lesser than before.

working hard for the past few months, putting up with craps from others, cry laugh or emotionless, giving love and being love.. a routinized life that's similiar to eating brunch at 12:30pm everyday. time flies and i flew into this stale life. wonder how's everybody when i'm too busy to catch up with 'em.

a lil girl who used to stay in the protected zone where dear parents constructed, i've explored almost half of the world till date with my current job. accustomed to put up with whatever nonsense i find on my way, stretching my patience to the maximum and reciprocating favours from others.. a growing stage for all i would say. nevertheless, i still love schooling and would very much want to return to studies coz i was naive and carefree back then.

emigrating to australia is another big dream i have where i probably rear animals and enjoy the remaining life with my other half after retirement. ohhh.. dreams versus reality, which one will you choose? :)

~15-05-07~

2007-05-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

when you make a mistake in typing a particular word, it's easy to press the 'backspace' button and retype the word again.

when you make a mistake in operating a machine, it's easy to press the 'stop' button and everything halts.

but when you make a mistake in a decision, there's no 'backspace' nor 'stop' button for you to reverse the whole situation.

... fallen apart.

~01-05-07~

2007-05-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

The life of a woman from age 13 to 35

info has been gathered through experiences from most ladies:

ladies who are 13 - 16 yr old: yearn for true/everlasting love due to influence of the korean/taiwanese dramas.

ladies who are 17-20: fall in love and enjoy every single moment with lover, without having any plans with regards to their future.

ladies who are 21-24: 90% fall out of love as materialistic thoughts invade their mind and they seek for soul partner who truely understand them and able to take care of them, financially, mentally and physically. freedom is what they want.

ladies who are 25-28: hurry grab someone who comes in their way as this is an ideal age for marriage. this guy definitely has to be nice but not to the extent of being mr perfect.

ladies who are 29-35: speed up the process of building next generation else it would be too late. risk will be high too.

ironically, that's how most of the women lead their life irregardless of whether they like it or not.

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the above study is just for reference, not representative of all the women in the world.

- doctor apel and doctor maki

~01-05-07~

2007-05-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

guess you dunno what i meant.

anyway, i miss my bui bui.
weather's cold and wondering if u're shivering now.
evil human who made the environment so freezing like how they treat airpork.

~30-04-07~

2007-04-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

last day of month April.

WARNING:
this is a meaningless entry.

i love the smell of my bf. \(^▽^)/

i see a (-__-)lll look on your face.
i did warn u beforehand, did i?

moral of the story:
curiosity kills a cat
/\_/\
( x-x )

~08-04-07~

2007-04-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

Hello. It has been a nice weekend and a nice Good Friday at Sentosa's Silosa Beach Resort. Booked a deluxe room with seaview but it seemed like the sea is so far away and my view's limited to the trees and cafe del mar. nevertheless, i still love the ambience of the room and my fav bathtub.

with courtesy from Siloso Beach Resort's website

i love the curtains and the standing lamp!

happy.

love is YOU!

my personal hairstylist.

pout.

mirror mirror.. who's the thinnest of all?

turdish act.

dont mess with my bf.

3.5 thumbs up for Siloso Beach Resort (1 being boohoo and 5 being whoopie)

a good relaxing getaway from the dazzling city lights. definately romantic for couples who love hitting the beach and a reasonable pricing at $350 per night (peak season).

~25-03-07~

2007-03-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

hello. it has been a long awaited weekend whereby i do not have to answer or make any phonecalls, talking to strangers and putting up with whatever shit i can find from this job. Sunday is a LOVE, sitting infront of my com, doing nothing and practically rotting till i vapourised due to boredom. i need a break. anybody wants to go travelling with me?

bro's graduation ceremony on this coming thurs. still remember the day he went in with a botak ugly looking face. (>x<) since then i've been condemning him and not going out with him till a later date. anyway, he brought back his firefighting uniform and i think it's darn cool. he made me wear it and i swear i looked like one crazy woman who cant wear clothes properly.

and so.. the barbie doll game begins. bro loves playing this. i'm only in charge of taking pics and blogging.

p.s. i realised how big elmo's head is while helping him to wear the helmet.

~17-03-07~

2007-03-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

a happy email my sis received..
it definately made my day on top of all the nonsense i get from this job.

Dear Sir/Mdm,

I have liaised with difference employment agencies for my job placement.

From the entire recruitment consultants that I have met or spoke on the phone, I came across that your agency, Ms Jovie Tan provides me the best service that I have ever get compared from others consultants.

She not only offers me details information on the jobs that she recommended to me, she also followed up closely on my jobs status that I have gone for interviews.

Though eventually, I did not accept the job offer from your agency, but she still very politely and courteously wishing me all the best for my career and thus, I would like to praise and appreciate Ms Jovie for given me excellence customer service and supports.

Thank you very much.

Yours truly,
Fiona Tay

~03-03-07~

2007-03-03T02:04:00.000+08:00

hi blog. couldnt find anyone to talk to and i realised how unpopular i am with so lil true friends to confide in. (well, i reckon there's 2 here who are the usual taggers in my blog. you know who you are and a million thanks!)

and so.. i have to practice my usual style today that is ranting to u, the illusory persona.

office politics. boo.. i have a taste of it and have learnt the few varieties of them. Be it gossiping or backstabbing, i believe KARMA does exist. and the main route to politics, JEALOUSY. yup.. just because the boss shows more attention to the new girl and giving proper personal coaching is enough to stir up the unbalanced mind, influencing the innocent and persuading her to agree with your stand. being an attention-seeker, or i should say for your case, an affection-seeker, doesnt get u anywhere. moreover it's absurd that you're 27 and getting jealous with a mere 20, who's just a greenhorn in this line.

HAHA. i laughed at your stupidity. thank god the concerned party is my dear sis (a fact none knows except my sis's bf) and she sides me especially when i did nothing in the entire situation. you may want to ignore my good intention in trying to befriend with you. you may want to dislike me coz i simply won over the attention. but hey, i'm telling you i dont care. ppl taught me evil ways to deal with you but i see no point in resorting to silly acts like what you did. wouldnt it be mocking at myself if i were to do such stuff? anyway, it's up to what you think but hey big sista, you're old enough to be a mother but i know the rights and wrongs better than you do. a 27 with 14's behaviour and mindset will only make yourself looking like a clown.

yea.. burning the candle at both ends just to be the apple in my sister's eyes. whatalaughingstock.

with courtesy from my lover's blog.
i simply love this turdish looking pic.

~23-02-07~

2007-02-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

i was in deep thoughts while showering.. real deep to the extent that i mistook conditioner as shampoo, wore the wrong side of my tee and even banged onto the door.

omigoot.
totally absurdness.

~16-02-07~

2007-02-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

*random entry*

this is what my sweet bf said to me on valentine's day.

a present from bro.

and him for work.

~07-02-07~

2007-02-08T03:17:00.000+08:00

kawaii.

am still mourning for my hair.

i miss my music passion.
outbreak is the greatest enemy of all women and i'm fighting against it currently.
stepping into the realistic world soon..

gonna embark on my new career this coming mon.

aint gonna reminisce the poly life.

and.. i'm happy coz
i've got YOU.

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933's playing D.A.I's Yesterday & Today while blogging this entry.
"Dear friends, so long wasurenai..."
and i rmbed singing it loud with kiwi along the corridor of the com labs after jap lesson. totemo OKASHII!

and Dear friends, if anyone happen to see my photo regarding the entrepreneurship course in the papers, pls discard it immediately. i look fugly in it. haha.

~23-01-07~

2007-01-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

what's the use of going back to the beginning
when the beginning feels like the ending
and ur heart's hurting
neverending.

~11-12-06~

2006-12-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

love.
it feels like i'm sick to have taken this snapshot and put it on my blog. he doesn't like to take pic. so i had to be a paparazzo and took this while he was on the phone.

he's so cute. suki suki. ^^
a totally meaningless entry.

~04-12-06~

2006-12-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello.

MIA, busy with reports and stress, lost for words and dunno what to blog about.

nevertheless, am here to blog how much i love xy sweetheart. i've not forgotten to drop lil love to you even thou i've got him now. dun forget ya my love for 18 years. ^^

mood swinging like nobody business, trying hard to express my feelings and thoughts, dealing with backstabbers and nonsensical people, tears here and there... occupied pretty much of my whole week. luckily medicine was there for me when i've got these hiccups. wet pillow and elmo through sleepless, stressful and scary nights. i treasure all of them.

considered myself lucky for being selected in the first flight stewardess interview. waiting for 18th dec.. till then, maki shall work hard.

love,
makithemonkey.

~18-11-06~

2006-11-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

bored.

cam-fetish with my part-time bf.
whatssup with that shocking face?

yummilicious fondue. doesn't it just melt your heart?
it's meant for 3 servings or more.
too much of it really makes ppl puke.

hands will do the talking.
L-O-V-E is the message.

~09-11-06~

2006-11-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

mamemo.
hello. it has been quite some time since i last saw blg, besties and lings. saw one of my besties yst omw to school. my dear cinderine.. miss u so much. we bitched like last time and as usual, u encouraging me in whatever i want to do. miss my sec sch's life. and oh yes! my sec gathering is today but i dun feel any interest in it and hence not going.

absence makes the heart grow fonder! haha... YOU know what i'm talking about eh? -beams-

having some plans for my holidays and future. i want to dine in mount faber's Altivo bar on christmas. even thought of having my wedding there instead of the beach coz i can't imagine my guests [esp grandparents] wearing sandals/slippers and bikinis/tankinis/swimming trunks to celebrate my special day. i want to watch the musical fountain in sentosa soon. i want to bask myself in darling sun. i want to earn lotsa money and travel ard the world. i want to experience sky dining on the cable car and my wedding proposal there too.

had a promise with bei that we're going taiwan for a week and den to hongkong for the other after her boy goes for his ns. that means i will have to invest in a big lugguage so that i can bring enough clothes for two weeks of travelling. and there comes sukei band's promise too. to tokyo! with mayu-chan, koibito and probably my fag bro? oh god.. i'll definitely not let him go. i shall change that to mayu's jq. suddenly mickey's voice pops out on my mind saying, 'welcome to disneyland'. (-___-)lll

alright.. that's all for blogging today.

~07-11-06~

2006-11-07T00:33:00.001+08:00

ureshii.

clem said i've grown fatter. (=T_T=)
ppl said i look like fish leong.
abnns are my fans.
found.
u.

~30-10-06~

2006-10-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

my happy song.

thanx to bf, i've found my happie song. ureshii. =D

~28-10-06~

2006-10-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

airport craze.

cam fetish in my toilet. i love mirror-reflections. =D and my complexion is getting fairer each day. yay!

and somehow i look like my pet with the red top. huge elmoooooo.

bf hugging wenyi's honeybear while driving. so cuteeeee..
and off we went to the changi airport.

at the airport...
i kept smiling at ang-moh tourists for no reason. and the funniest part is that they smiled back to me and i felt godly happie. it's not another weird fetish i have got here. coz maki loves doing silly things. and i kept whining to wenyi abt the emptiness in sch yst. blg appears to be a united gang but ironically, it has got sub-groups. felt weird hanging out with the whole clique too and i guess nobody knows how i feel. anyway, who cares.. i'm happie with my life and loves. i'll just get away whatever that's making me strange. shall put more concentration on my biz as i believe time shall not be wasted spending on worthless thinking.

ya.. so lets continue with the airport. and den we went to the viewing hall whereby we made promises there, together with the flying planes as the audiences. sukei band rawkz. looking forward to our japan trip next year.

shall post some pics on my bday in the nx entry. goddess is godly lazy and busy nowadays. and she's still thinking of the yuckie beef she ate yst. freaky disgusting burnt taste. it's fun having someone who can read ur mind and almost everytime thinking of the same thing as u. especially when u think ya a goddess and no one can read ur holy mind. amazing.. right papaya? and i aint a les nor someone who has got a butch bf even thou i admit i've got the look. hell.. it's not within my control.

~24-10-06~

2006-10-24T16:11:00.000+08:00

took a personality test.. it asked me to draw a house and answer 10 qns.

Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life.

try it. it's rather accurate. coolness.
\(>v<)/

~09-10-06~

2006-10-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

iloveprettyboy.

dating with my lover.. she's my pretty babe.
the seafood platter i had with my lings and bro wasn't as gd as i expected it to be. i guess bugis outlet's fish & co has got better chefs.

i wanna watch grudge 2~ jerv, nx dating k?
well... guess what's the main reason for me wanting to watch it.

not her nor that pale-looking freak behind..

not this flashy, pathetic looking boy sitting at a corner...

oh yea! it's him. HIM HIM HIM. my pretty boy!
edisonrawkzmyworld.

i'm weak, i'm dumb, i'm lousy, i'm stupid. i get freaked out by some harsh words from ppl and i think i almost cried out juz now. hi, i'm miss useless.

well.. frankly speaking, i will miss him as he's not some passerby in my life but someone impt to me. he's the one who encourages me whenever i'm feeling down, protects me when some baddies bullied me, and irritates me as much as he could everyday. nevertheless, we enjoyed the companion of each other's and giving those nasty comments abt weird-looking things. alright.. getting kinda mushy over here. if ya reading my blog, i wanna say take loads of care dude,
and PLS STOP BULLYING ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

~08-10-06~

2006-10-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

Sukei Band..

Vocal... Mayu
Pianist... Joe
Electric Guitarist... Jervin
Drummer... Maki

bringing you music of different heights.

~05-10-06~

2006-10-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

cam-fetish.

side-view obsession. somehow i dun look like a chinese.

candy lolitas before decor. pics are days ago.. too lazy to upload 'em. will upload the after-decor pics in next entry.
bottom left: couple's fight but rather sweet. =D
bottom right: two abnns who nv fail to come everyday, sitting at the same table, glaring and smiling at me like sukebei.

i love datings! so pls date me out.
v(=^o^=)v

~28-09-06~

2006-09-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

when a passion dies off and the new ones formed,
when a new scar's born while the old stays on,
when u no longer feels hurt and numb fills the emptiness,
u know u've grown up. stages that humans go thru.

things that are not meant to be urs, let go instead of grabbing onto it as thou u've craved ur name and reckoned the ownership. i doubt the saying 'fight for ur happiness' with the reason being that if unhappiness is an obvious result, and u jolly well know that clinging onto it doesn't help, why dun u learn to let go so that it wun turn the whole situation to be awkward? yea.. think. u will reach enlightenment soon.

well.. it's funny to have strangers entering ur life and the close drifting away from u slowly. the feeling isn't gd and all u have to know is quick adaptations. ironically, human beings resist changes. it's pretty fun to have ppl fighting for ur love and getting to choose the one u love too. and it's freakish to have someone coming to u and say things like "ur clothes' kinda nice. makes ppl have fantasies." wth is that. again, ignored.

starting to miss everyone at Arena Country Club. those were the days i really enjoyed my internship. tracer, rain, michael, toby, deng xian sheng, auntie.. not forgetting the chamelon on the net surrounding the golf driving range as well as my pool and sauna room. precious memories u called.

btw, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO PAULINE BAOBEI!

~24-09-06~

2006-09-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

Class Gathering... BBQ Nite.

a fun night with fun ppl, bask in fun atmosphere.

tml shall be a new beginning. a different study environment. maki-chan, gambatte!

shinpaimuyou.

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just made a hk friend while playing maple. we exchanged our msn add and pics. he has got edison 'feel' and he's gd-looking! looks abit like the guy apple-chan showed me yst. we chatted for quite some time and he said i'm cute. geex. ureshii.

~23-09-06~

2006-09-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

ooh.. can someone buy this for me? -beams-

~19-09-06~

2006-09-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

read if u want to..

i'm here to share some kowai creepy stuff that bro encountered few days ago...

4+ am.. clear and loud sobbings woke my bro up. he said it was rather loud that he got irritated and walked out to see who's crying. he went to check on me but i was sleeping soundly like a pig. same goes to mum. but as he walked towards my sis's door, the crying became faint and stopped as my bro stood outside her room. yea.. feeling puzzled, he went back to sleep. initially i tot it was sis crying in her room when bro told me the nx day. but i just went to clarify with her and she said she was too tired to do anything. nani! what's that!! and i said perhaps bro kicked her accidentally and she disappeared. lol.

adding on to this, i always hear rolling marbles and running footsteps on my ceiling. kinda often as i always online till 3 or 4 plus. my neighbour's kids are considered old as in they're in secondary sch and they can't possibly be running ard at this hr. ehhh! creepyyy.. but justin bro told me there's sth wrong with that neighbour's hse and not ours. phew~

and there's sth wrong with the last lift in my block. i always feel that someone's behind me when i take that lift. the worse thing was that justin bro told me we're sharing the same sentiment and he has got that sixth sense too. moreover, it's a woman ard mum's age according to him. goshhhh.. no wonder i always have got the strange feeling and he double confirmed my thoughts. this is the first time i had such a long conversation with justin bro and we're talking abt 'them'. but i kinda pity him coz he can always feel 'them' when he was in the police force. and he told me some of 'them' aren't evil like what horror films reflect on them. they merely want to visit us or ask for our help, while some are here to return us a favour.

sis told me abt the new renovated cinema which i shan't say out its name but it's kinda obviously i'm referring to which cinema. she said it was famous for being haunted ever since she was in her sec days. and yet.. i went there for a midnite horror film recently. (=o_O=)!!!
justin bro sort of warned me not to watch horror films in cinemas especially u've got that special 'sense'. even if i were to watch, it is better to leave straight after the film and not wait to be the last few. coz 'they' are also watching with u and see how well the horror film actually reflects them. eeew... getting creepier and creepier ain't it?

well.. enough of spooky things. i'm here to announce to everyone i'm 18+ going to be 19 nx month. i dun look like 22, do i? that was what one of the modelling scouting personnels i met said while shopping with darling yst.
(=-_-=)zZz they are kinda aggressive as in they come one after another, begging u to go for the interview shud they contact u. what a tough job to earn commission. anyway, jiayou. keep having weird numbers that are as long as 10+ digits calling my mobile recently. *dotz* dunno what to say abt it. and i'm no longer in the same class with my peeps. but i wun be so sad that i'll cry and cry till my eyes got smaller than jas. lol.

~13-09-06~

2006-09-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

PP DAY...

what a cool uncool.

mum's creation.
gaaa.. we were enjoying the quick shots and me screaming inside asking for a different pose. now.. who do i take after? dad or mum? NONE. lol.

funny pic. haha.
check out my bleeding red nails.

my dinner at V8 movie cafe.
i miss the one in disneyland.

last but not least..
meet Mr P! i even got him a theme song. HAHAHAA..
Hey u Mr P, ai ni shuai P de zhi shu~

oh yea.. i told bei i wanted to work as minnie mouse mascot but she said i nida have a big head. this job is so cool! but i pity the guy inside Mr P. hot summer with thick mascot costumes. what a self torturing job.

~08-09-06~

2006-09-08T02:52:00.000+08:00

a new way of approaching strangers..

Extract from my wholivesnearyou message box.. kinda corny but interesting. here it goes..

Hi, I don't usually leave msgs, but when I chance upon your profile, I know that if I don't initiate to msg you, I'm gonna be missing out on sth wonderful. =) You're simply too babelicious for me not to take note; hot babe coupled with a sizzling bod to boot. =)

Naturally, you might not want to befriend me just cos I say so, but I shall provide you with the following reasons which will let you know that knowing me is different from knowing just any other guys out there.Read on if you're intrigued. If not you can delete this msg at this point. =)

1) I pride myself on being interesting, witty and unpredictable, somewhat different from the other normal guys out there. Chats with me will never be boring. The key to a lady's heart is to be able to make her laugh.

2) I'm bold enough to tread where others seldom dare. All ladies like an element of charisma and charm in their man. Confidence turns the ladies on.

3) I do drive occasionally. Comes in handy for supper or drinks at nite if you're into that too.

4) I've got a webcam where we can utilize to make our chats more interesting.

Add me on msn at xxxxxx@yahoo.com

Feel free to msg me and let me know if you have any qualms about knowing me. =)

Regards,Andy

~~* well well.. what a great article he wrote. dude, do try harder the next time before u send this to another innocent victim. lol. i betcha flipped thru the whole thesaurus and dictionary ye?

anyway, kof2003 is fun. i enjoy screaming madly when my character is dying. =D

~06-09-06~

2006-09-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

Minna-san.. i'm back from hk.

piglet on tour. he seems to be enjoying himself hur.

macau tower. the lil gal is simply cute! i couldn't resist her cuteness and took a snapshot of her. erm.. actually i was eyeing at her bro coz he was darn handsome.

the 'family photo'. AL looks omoshiroi.
and i do have to agree that this whole pic looks weird.

yummilious food!
mickey pudding, mickey waffles, fish & chips, mango desserts.

ooh.. i noe why ppl say derrick looks like him.

mickey and minnie are not married to each other. they are only dating. so rumours are not true!

lotsa thanx to jasmine and wenyi for uploading the pics.
i miss HK and my gals..

~29-08-06~

2006-08-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

welcome our arrival, hong kong!

i'll be leaving singapore in 8 hrs time.. maki's home-sick shall begin at 9:40am. miss me everyone! btw, happie birthday to jeff. dun say i mei liang xing. i love my cosy home and stuffies. shall bring lotsa photos for my readers. shashin!! will be back on sunday, 11+pm. maki rocks to sleep.

~27-08-06~

2006-08-27T03:32:00.000+08:00

i'm in love with this music video. it's super sweet and romantic. oh god.. makes ppl have the 'fall in love' urge. 3 more days to hk. say hi to lala and lolo. =D

~26-08-06~

2006-08-26T04:30:00.000+08:00

RANTING DAYY...

vanity with a dirty mirror.

IN TCC... a tai tai-ish hot tea for me.

meet joe with mighty joe young. whatafag.

a random entry..

the headache is killing me. i nid some space for ranting. what a lousy weather. everyone entered into a weird mode. i was early unlike the usual me and everyone was late. met up with bro finally and we attracted lots of weird starrings from the sales assistants. yea.. and we caught 'ghost game'.. it's a kowai yet omoshiroi show. esp with mr mao ze dong inside the show.

~24-08-06~

2006-08-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

MOS NITE...

A picture speaks a thousand words.

the F sisters. hey.. not what ya thinking.
it's F for FATTY.

pretty aint we?

excuse me.. we were trying to act cool and sexy over here.

i've yet to figure out their relationship.

"lai lah lai lah.. xiao yi ge" [adrian]
"wo bu yao.... *shy*" [zz]

yea.. he finally smiled, unwillingly. cam shy eh?

cam- fetish. vanity rawkz our world.

last but not least, jervin and maki's creation.
the FBT penguin which has got a big butt.

thanx to NOKIA N73. my love. =D

~14-08-06~

2006-08-14T02:07:00.000+08:00

emoemoemonomore

my current nick. i realised i've got so many loved ones ard me so i shud be emo no more. yea.. and i think i'm an ultimate spoilt child. a frown brings me a new hp and i can be jumping happily when i received it. i ought to reflect.

i think i'm letting them down. i shud do sth to it. somehow i just wish i could be a more hardworking and understanding girl, doing sensible stuff rather than kicking a fuss over useless issues. crappp.. i'm getting emo again. but i promise i'll be their gd gal, forever and ever.

still figuring how to use my hp coz i'm a nokia noobie. and i think i nida isolate myself so as to avoid causing misunderstandings again.

found a new love.. classical music. it's soothing and sweet with faint tingling rhythms from the piano. yea.. i'm not trying to act like a cultivated gal coz i'm one truthfully. grew up with classical music and brought up like a barbie doll, not those bimbotic kind ya thinking of. that probably explain why i behave so ghostly, one with not much expressions and having missy attitude. i can be beaming like a mad girl or being quiescent for the whole day. is that what they refer as split personalities?

and so i shall return to my mugging after ranting so much. i love her.

~12-08-06~

2006-08-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

yea... i spent blardy 4 hours doing stupid coding for this skin. the original codes just dun work nicely like it shud and so i have to edit it to bcum 'maki style'.

~11-08-06~

2006-08-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

MY LOVE.

tadah.. meet my greatest love. really like this pic alot and so i decided to upload it. taken on the day of makeover. and i dunno why ppl always comment she's my sis when we go shopping. i ain't that old, am i?

the birthday boy. i swear we ain't doing any hanky panky stuff, other than him feeding me choc. but i dunno why he looked so tensed up and i've got the puking look. btw, this is my darling's house. oooh.. where's zac? LoL..

i guess everyone in the pic will kill me for uploading this pic. notice how dirty-looking we are except the dude right at the back. he's the winner of the day. the rest of us were OLD MAIDs for that night and we got creative face drawings from one another. [p.s. i deliberately make it small so that the drawings wun be that obvious]

yea.. and i had a bad day. that song kept going on and on in my mind. i ain't feeling gd and i feel like crying badly. revision isn't progressing at all and mr motivation seems to dislike me. god.. save me. i think i need some ice cold ribena. and i'm totally alright even though i've seen sth which i've been avoiding all these while. getting fatter each day, i guess a new dieting plan is coming on its way. maki chan, ima wa futotte imasu. dameyo.

btw, i'm sorrie. din expect you to feel this way. gomen.

~09-08-06~

2006-08-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

first, i would like to say.....

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE!!!!

here comes the source of my happiness.

yea.. so i watched it with moomoo and it's a totally weird experience esp when there's a whole lot of couples surrounding us. and i'm going to say singapore pwns (ooh, a new word taught by jervin). kinda amazed and touched by how pretty fireworks can be and how roaring loud the 'poppings' are. jervin was caught in the jam but i've cured his disappointments by showing him the video. and moomoo is really a de tao for watching the crowds instead of the fireworks. btw, i'm sorrie abt the ice-cream. haa..

realised no one in blg actually have the same interest as me. be it the passion for swimming and fireworks.. gaaa, perhaps i'm a weirdo with weird interest. or maybe it's bcoz nobody wants to go out with me and do silly things.

anyway, i can't be bothered too coz i can seek happiness myself. yea.. i love self-high even if others might look at me like i'm some freak. and i wanna go sentosa and bask in darling sun.

happie tra la la~

~26-07-06~

2006-07-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

recollections.

my newest love. meet RUBBISH. yea.. ever wonder why i call him rubbish? coz i think my life is full of rubbish lately. and my sex lover is the small little yellow dude over there coz i've been ranting to him recently.

this is my makeover cheena look. mummy told me she could roughly predict my hairstyle even before the grumpy-looking hairstylist did this to my straight hair. she combed everything to the side, and den started perming it. i love my make-up the most. it's so barbie doll with my long lashes, glossy lips, shapy eyebrow, rosy blush, practically everything especially they are all anna sui products.

this is taken to celebrate 7. oooh... i would love to join another cover search again coz it's simply so fun. i guess the wardrobe stylist will get peeved with me coz i'll be choosing nice clothes instead of them matching it for me. hahaha.. my fashion sense is better u see. and i want an enclosed photoshoot corner so that i wun freaked out and posed with stiff smile. baaa... i feel so shit thinking that i look shit in the picture with my shit smile and shit pose. i'll make sure the natural smile of myself appears naturally on the thick powdery face.

certain things are meant to be kept as secrets, while happiness are meant to be shared. life is so fragile, while the unexpected bound to crush your life. nevertheless, we know we have to carry a faint smile and continue walking through the melancholy. happiness is an easily attainable element, if those unnecessary thoughts are taken away..

~24-07-06~

2006-07-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

i'm having moodswing now.
i'm not going to post any pic for this entry.
i'm insignificant to ppl ard me.
i'm tired of having everything kept inside my heart.
i'm having blardy pimples.
i doubt my presence in this world.
agreeing wif clem, i'm sick of friends who come to u only when they nid u.
whatever it is, i'm just having moodswing.
and nobody cares whether i'm having one or not so forget it.

joining cleo cover search with my bei this coming sat. we named it 'our next big thing' coz we were complaining the boredom in singapore. prettie makeover and anna sui products, i guess 30 bucks is definitely worth paying.

~23-07-06~

2006-07-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

happy happy day...

rainie's yumi.

was reading rainie's blog and yumi caught my attention.
a cutie ain't it?

innocent baby.

babies are so innocent and cute. their small little actions will actually bring smile to ppl ard them. amazing power from babies huh?

haven't been blogging for a week. strictly abiding to my 'no pic, no blog' principle. a busy and tiring week for me. projects, presentations, band practices and concert. a gd-looking jap guy asked for direction when i was alone in town shopping. he's darn cool. and he was amazed that i was able to converse with him in jap. maki-chan sugoi desuyo.

fri's concert was a success. all unnecessary concerns and worries, eliminated through the musical night. applauds from thousands of audiences were roaring loud. had butterflies inside my stomach as i was walking to the stage (gawd.. why do clarinetists have to sit in the first row). pretty amazed by our dance club coz the dancers were simply awesome. as for my band juniors, there's slight improvement but i quite like the vs drummer. he's cool. got emotional when the band played blue ridge saga. our memories. and i saw many of my teachers and friends, all commented i've changed alot. did i? just that the nerdy look is gone and i look more trendy. =D

anyways, went to watch midnight movie with blg guys. and my sex lover drove us there again. he's damn cool. =D
nacho libre is kinda crappy funny lame show but it's nice. i kept laughing like a siao char bo coz of his stupidity. and i brought my friend along coz he told me he dun wanna stay at home and torture by monster joe.

going shopping and visiting my princess later. jaa.

~16-07-06~

2006-07-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

tsumaranai. sick.

i wanted to blog, but nth comes into my mind.
i wanted to smile, but i couldn't find any happie moment.
jovie is a weirdo.

i'm so in love with rainie but i'm straight. how can a girl be cute and pretty at the same time? gawd.. i wanna be like her.

anyway, i've got a sex partner who's so dearest to me. i really do love her and will continue to love her for another 18 years. =D i've got a sex lover too.. and he's a sweetie. i bet he will become a mobile merlion if he reads this. LOL. he's super cute and he's my dream lover who teaches me new words occasionally. i've got lots of gfs, and there's this particular prettie gal whom i got to know in sec 1. she has been protecting me all these while and wouldn't forget me even if she has got him. the darlings list is rather long but i love all of them coz they bring fun and laughter into my life.

and when will my pet doggie be coming? i want my schnauzer or silky terrier. my newest love.

~07-07-06~

2006-07-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

hihi.. i'm kiki.
i'm a super whoopie vaino.
dun i look like paddington?
pauline tot this was my original look.
but i was just trying to act cute.
and i do look like a bowman now.

booo... i hate this. this is the reason why i will never want to get too close with any guy friend, especially after i've learnt my lesson. yet, i think i'm stucked in this situation once more, one which i'm afraid of most. save me. sad. =(((

i'm glad clem dar is my one and only closest guy friend, and that our relationship is so pure and sweet. we dun have to msg each other often, but the care and concern is still there. yeap.. that's how simple friendship can be. and we love each other. *grins* he loves killing me with those puppy eyes of his. grrrrr... *roars*

i feel like drowning myself in a big tub of alcohol, be it chivas or vodka. i'm feeling so miserable now. -sighs-

mummy was sweet to meet me or rather save me from the project discussion just now. she brought me to eat my favourite satay! i grabbed a cute poisoned teddy from dora ho and today's lesson wasn't that bad since i gained sth in return of a favour. today is a happie yet depressed day. happie coz we went crystal jade and i managed to eat those yummilious pastries and xiao long bao. god... i love good food alot! lawry's steak is under my wishlist. who shall be a kind soul by treating me to lawry's dinner?

the world is getting so emo nowadays. i guess i'm infected too... shall quarantine myself from others.

~05-07-06~

2006-07-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

it's a happie day! la la la..

band practice was FUN yst even though the timing wasn't nice at all. we played BIG FUN IN THE SUN and i really love that song. reminds me of those days in band camps and competitions. and i've concluded that guys who play musical instruments and have 'wei' in their name are gd-looking and charming.

shupin and mummy commented i've got cleavage today. and mummy said they're growing. yes, i'm serious. i sound like a si bian tai but i dun care. i would love to go for bust enhancement if i've got the money. and i'll be satisfied with just an increase of 1 cup size. whoo.. anyway, milk does help alot. i shall drink it everyday like the way i drink ribena.

x[shupin]x says:
pls blog how good and hao ren i am

(='-'=) *~m.a.k.i~* -i luv him- says:
mummy told me not to lie

x[shupin]x says:
yar

x[shupin]x says:
so the more u shldn't lie

x[shupin]x says:
i'm really a hao ren wat

[mummy, please see this. she's teaching me how to lie. i swear i'm a gd gal.]

band practice tml. gonna play PLEASE MR POSTMAN. new piece and i guess the melody will be nice. =D

~02-07-06~

2006-07-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

worldcup is causing millions of ppl around the world to have dark eye rings, and i'm included in that figures. met up with bei, jeff and ben on fri. jeff was nice to have treated me and bei to fish & co and drinks at instinct. i bet his wallet is crying now coz it has got a big hole. it has been 1 year since we last met? and i'm proud to announce to everyone that i've finally dine in fish & co. okies.. mock at me for being a mountain pig.

love is in the air after the love curse has been broken. everyone's back to normal. edison, please fly to me now. and i dun want to know guys with tattoos all over their bodies, even though i would love to have one too. i'll be amused u see.

singapore is really boring. i'm dying to go hongkong now. and bei was tempting me with the post graduate taiwan trip. one month of staying eh? i'll try to save enough money. =D i'm dead cuz i'm deeply addicted to shopping and alcohol.

was very disappointed and depressed with the presentation on fri. yet i can do nth but blame myself for being so insignificant. i dun nid sympathizes. and i've grown to use alcohol to numb my sorrows. it's kinda pathetic, i do know that. but that's the best way to hide the melancholy in my eyes. thanx for all the comments. yeap, i'll do my best. bump off you backstabbers. i need ben and jerry's icecream.

~27-06-06~

2006-06-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

beginning of term 2.. and i'm starting to feel tired again. but i felt so much relieved coz i've got lesser burden now. but the breaks are terrible. and i guess this time there's no more excuse for me not to study anymore.

whenever i see u, my feelings got all mixed up. scar remains as scar. never will it disappear. perhaps with the use of condolisa scar heal, it might help. lol.. okies, not suppose to be funnie at all. love is a complicating element. i guess me and darling are victims of it. shan't touch love relationships now. mr right will find us eventually. kx said my expectations are too high but i disagreed. i just find it hard to accept anyone now especially the scar is too deep to be healed. unless i can find someone who's willing to spend time healing it, i think staying single at the moment will be good enough for myself.

oh ya.. i forgot i must include someone in my entry coz he said he felt nth after reading my blog. i gave him a nick 'ang-gu-gu' and i think he doesn't like it at all. okies, i dunno what to write abt him anymore.

and i promised bei i wun fall in luv with any of them. i shall divert all my love to mummy and my pets.

oyasumi.

~25-06-06~

2006-06-25T02:40:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging now at 2.40am, telling everyone that there's really nice ppl in this world. yeap. bro and i got stucked before the railway construction in cab and we couldn't get thru. there was this lady, oso trying to drive thru that usual road. we alighted, thinking whether we shud walk over. that dumb road officer told us that we MAY TRY walking over, but it's DANGEROUS. wouldn't it be better if he told us to wait for the whole construction to be done? freaking peeved with that dumbo. anyway, back to the nice lady. she offered us a ride home since she lives quite near us. and she cleared her back seats so that we can get in her car. god.. she's damn nice. we are full of gratitude now, especially it's so late at night and we're so tired after watching the midnight show. i'm going to help her do a small advertising here. she's a freelance make-up artiste, and she has got a boutique selling costumes. for those who are interested, u may wish to get info from me. =D

i watched two movies today. Just My Luck is sooooooo nice! Silent Hill, uh erm.. still can make it lah. and i took 963 to accompany junlin that kuku. anyway, he's quite funnie and cute, but still, he carries that irritating cells in his brain. zac is obedient too. at least he din bark or chase after me like he used to do. i've conquered my fear! whahhaha. okies, nth to be proud of. tired.. oyasumi!

*please stop the rolling and marble sound.. it's kinda irritating.*

~24-06-06~

2006-06-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

memories..

i sat at the same old bench we used to occupy during recess. the field seems alot smaller. there's even a so called 'performance corner' for those hidden talents. band room and music room remained the same. as for people, they've all changed. prettier, more handsome. and my band juniors look pretty much like primary sch students. malnutrition is the word. and the band operating system is bad. what's the point of having footdrills when punishments aren't allowed? instruments are not taken care of and reeds are given out for free? god.. kids nowadays are really too pampered.

21 july is the day of performance. horrible arrangements due to busy friends. 5 practices on every tuesday and thursday, from 8 to 10pm.. as thou everybody is free. i noe our passion for music is still strong, but we aren't deities. 3 pieces to be mastered with ONLY 5 practices?! that's difficult ya? and i haven't get to see those pieces yet. terrible. i heard next week is the rehearsal. die. mr koh crowned us as PROFESSIONALS. and i'm starting to doubt this word now.

~22-06-06~

2006-06-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

i love myself.
i love my nutty family.
i love my artistic brain cells.
i love my looks.
i look my red undies darling.
and lastly, i love my bei.
coz with her around, i'll end up doing stupid things like these...

ohh.. this is to tell everyone not to focus too much on his red undies.
learn to appreciate other nice parts too.

hi, i'm lobbie (nick given by bei coz i look like a red lobster)

great. B&W helps covering that redness of my body.

ohhh... well, i owed her that.

a weird scrunched up ugly face to end this entry.

~20-06-06~

2006-06-21T03:49:00.000+08:00

heard from the news that today, 20-06-2006, is a special day. look closely. 2006 2006. but i dun see any uniqueness in this date and i digressed when i heard many couples were rushing to get married on this "special" day. what were they thinking? it's not as though the date is 9999 9999. at least this is more meaningful okie? coz there will nv be 99 in a calender.

went for my dental appointment yst and i really hated it coz it was just too scarie, too painful and whatever vulgarities one can think of. i hate those machines drilling inside my teeth. yucks. it's totally sick. my gums bled alot coz of the flossing which was part of the cleaning process. the polishing makes me feel like slamming my head onto the door too. and dentist commented that i've got lots of milk teeth. ahhh.. my baby teeth are that strong huh? baby or small kid reflect on me alot. coz i've got baby fats, milk (baby) teeth, crybaby, big baby's attitude, etcetera. that bad ain't it? and i think i sound bimbotic here.

anyway, i'm going to continue part 2 of yst's pic blogging.

this is me. a chubby baby.

she loves him.
but he freaked out and killed himself.

and so she found new love.
she thinks they look like cotton candy.

but in the end she fell in luv with him
coz he's too seductive.

and this is our lovely daughter.
she's really prettie.

photo-takings are allowed in toilets,
as well as being cosmetics-free.

--the end--

~reminiscing~

2006-06-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

WARNING!

what you are about to see, is definitely harmful to your mind. you will end up laughing like an insane mental patient after reading the whole entry. be prepared.

i miss our 6 cousins outing.

after this shot, bei condemned her poor nice bandana.

the three lovers outing. our dearest niu niu.

i seriously miss that babe on the extreme left. and i look like sadako.

the first bei long gang photo.

dun u think it's too cramp in here?!

our neoprint craze started from this first shot we took.

lian-ness. dun mess with us.

the ekrop girls.

...

to be continued...

~19-06~

2006-06-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

first, name 20 people you think of now before answering the questions below tag 5 person to do this,if he/she done it,there's no need to redo it again.

1: zelia

2: jiening

3: bei

4: mayu-chan

5: pauline

6: jasmine

7: shupin

8: xuan

9: weewee

10: jervin

11: wm

12: kiat

13: clement! the guy who made me do this quiz.jk.

14: youse

15: chris

16: jenn

17: joe that lupin

18: jeff

19: traicer

20: rain

When did you meet 14?

ever since the day she was born.

What will you do if you never meet 1 before?

i'll regret for my whole life.

What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?

goodness. nv will happen coz of the age gap.

Did you ever like 19?

of coz! she's my tai hou.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

i'll laugh my head off. 17's a monkey.

Describe 3.

my lessie and sex partner.she's hot.

Do you think 8 is attractive?

erm.. nx qns pls.

Tell me something about 7.

she's our kai xin guo. always get bullied by us.

Do you know any of the 12's family member?

erm... maybe? yes? i dunno.

What's 8 favourite thing?

his underwear? lolz.

What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?

OMG. i hope so too. i'll jump over the moon.

What language does 15 always speak?

eng and chi. and he always like to suan me with his slang.

Who is 9 going out with?

xuan. haha.

How old is 16 now?

19. my laogong!

When is the last time you talk to 13?

1 min ago. is tagging considered?

Who's 2 favourtie singer/band?

alot leh.. but i guess she likes my singing the most. whahahhaa.

Would you date 4?

why not? we just went bugis few days ago.

Would you date 7?

have been dating with her but recently she's MIA. =(

Is 15 single?

nah..

What's 10 last name?

seet! or shud i spell it as Jervin SIT?

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?

i certainly want!!! *praying*

What school does 3 goes to?

NYP.

Where does 6 live?

clementi.

What's your favourite thing about 5?

her lian-ness. bao lian jie!

Have you seen 1 naked?

perhaps. lol. coz we used to bathe tgr after swimming lessons.

5 people to do this lame thing..

zelia, bei, jenn, pauline, xuan. but i think none will do it coz it's really LAME.

~15-06~

2006-06-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

he came back home, looking down as thou he's having really deep thoughts in his mind. i knew sth was wrong. she knew it too. but both of us sat there quietly, waiting for him to speak. and finally, he opened his mouth and told us what was bothering him. yes, it was the same issue we've been worrying for the past few months. yet we couldn't do anything to it except praying hard that it wouldn't happen. and den i started doing nonsensical things, singing da chang jin's song to amuse them. i hope i cheered them or stopped them from worrying for just a second.

how i wish i could complete my diploma now and den work hard to contribute to my family income. my family income's considered good as compared to others. but i knew my parents slogged half of their lifetime, bearing ppl's attitudes and reprimandings which they do not deserve at all, just to give us the best. i knew it. yes, i really do. ignorance in me should mature now and i should start doing what i should do, insteading of behaving childishly like i used to be. this is part of the reason why i chose to be a flight stewardess.. high income is what i need. great, i shall start by working part-time as well as studying at the same time. motivation is what i need.

~13-06~

2006-06-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

Taken from ze darling's blog..

honey's life is filled with jerks. Scam off jerks. Dun go near her. I'll kick you guys off. Stop showering her with concern when you will back off in the last minute. I'll ripped and tear you apart. Same goes to my darlings. Do not harm them. Thank you. (=

haha.. i find her so cute writing this but i'm rather touched coz it's so true. yea, stop showering me with concern if ya just gonna toy with my feelings. i'm not a doll, i've got real true feelings. bug off or roll away if ya planning to do so.

~c h i o n g s t e r~

2006-06-11T03:50:00.000+08:00

i ought to be shot to death. i've been drinking for three nights. i'm a hard core alcoholic. i dun like drinking. but i dunno why i want to drink. just plain bored i guess. nth better to do. went momo and i'm really in love with their restroom. COMFORTABLE is the word to describe. gosh.. how can there be sofas inside a restroom? and den.. the whole self-obsession started with the cam. kinda blur coz the lightings inside dun allow us to take a proper nice shot. *sighs*

me and my deceiving short hair.

oh my tian. she does look a lil drunk.

and i just went to boat quay with my dearie bei, tgr with her bf and her primary school guy friend. he does look like bei's xiao kor kor, just that he's younger and a lil macho with those huge firm muscles [whahaha.. coz i poked it =X]. i drank the blandest tiger beer i've ever tasted, and in one whole breath with him. god.. it tastes horrible. world cup was nice.. but i dun appreciate it. my hair and clothes stink like hell with the smoke. felt alot better with bei's companion. we sat by the riverside and started our flirting. gaga.. and den we saw a "head" floating on the river. my bei is so pretty today. my heart doesn't ache anymore too. my life is filled with jerks and i'm sick of them. gratz maki. tml shall be a good sunday.

\(^-^=)/

~it's a momo night~

2006-06-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

going momo tonight with jenn hubby. first time clubbing. but i shan't change my perception that clubbing is worse than pubbing. i still love my pubs coz they are less smokey and not having harmful blasting music that might damage my ears.

i love candy floss as much as i love elmo. zelia darling and i agreed that the love curse is going around hurting couples.
and i do like him. bet he doesn't know. oh.. my dear piglet. *crap*
shall update tonight.

~kanashii~

2006-06-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

i closed my eyes, took a long deep breath, opened my eyes, and smiled. and i did it for three times. that's my way of dumping sadness away. =D

and i wanna go k-box badly. =(

~duh~

2006-06-04T02:57:00.000+08:00

kcenflsj says:
hey you are the only person online on my buddylist. right now is my first time getting dirty online, this is the only time id ask this but will you watch me? i cant talk anymore contact me on my webcam THANK YOU. here is the link http://XXXXXXXX

whahahaha.. crap. i dun even know this person. wonder how he got my contact. duh~ (-__-)lll

i'm planning what to do for my term break. went back to grss for band practice yst and realised how dumb i was. i couldn't get the fingering for those high notes and i was breathless after blowing the whole song. bahhhhh.. lousy me. lips were painful too. and i saw HIM!!! freaking pai seh. he stared at me when i entered the music room and my heart was pounding darn hard when i saw him. he was sitting infront of me. i guess he couldn't recognise me coz i've 'transformed' alot, from that nerdy worm to how i look like now. i miss those days with him... (=x__x=) and he's driving a modified subaru if i'm not wrong. gosh.. i heart him.

i was notti to have taken chui's pic, den got it send to beibei. he's still as charming as before. whahahaha.. miss his 'INCORRIGIBLE!' ohhh.. i really need these nice memories inside my brain.

~02-06-06~

2006-06-02T04:21:00.000+08:00

ohayo. it's 4.30am now and i'm blogging. yeap, awake blogging. i woke up in a shock, remembering that the tiny dumb lenses are still inside my poor eyes and i have not remove those drawings on my face. erm, i meant cosmetics. and i've bathed and i'm ready for school now. gonna wait for time to pass and wake daddy up to send me to school.

i predicted today shall be a happy day. i shall go for my morning class from 8 to 10, and then have my self-declared holiday. i'm going to renew my passport later and go shopping with mummy! yay.. sometimes a meaningless event does make a person happie too. life is that simple and simplicity does make an impact.

i want to get a hot pink lugguage. i want do the weirdest thing which i dare not do in singapore during the hong kong tour. i want to find my huai(4)nan(2) ren(2) in hongkong. i want a boyfriend who has got a car and lotsa money for me to spend. i want my engagement at the age of 23. i want a beach wedding. i want my husband to hide my ring in the water during the wedding and that i'll go digging for it, which i'll nv get to find it coz he will in the end bring it to me and slide it in my tiny finger [so unromantic coz it sounds torturing]. and... i want a hot air balloon ride. these are my short-term goals, which make no sense at all coz i think i'm crazy for not wanting to sleep.

~31-05-06~

2006-05-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

i realised how evil, how meanie, how bitchy i was today. i needa do some reflections. a devil in disguise indeed. i couldn't help it but broke down in the end.

i laughed at it, i cried at it, i stared at it looking helplessly. i guess i need to consult a doctor. nevertheless, i've never been so bad like today. reflections are good. perhaps this is what i call a silent heartache that nobody can feel. but somehow jenn darling knew i was contradicting myself. saying things i dun mean it and behaving oddly are signs of avoidance. but i'm enlightened now. i woke up from my deepest nightmare. it's time to move on to a new life whereby angry and sad aren't in my dictionary.

i'm sorrie to those i've hurt. and i'm glad to have realised that i've got such wonderful darlings who are there to give me moral support.

looking forward to hong kong trip, even though i dun feel like going with the school. thinking of grabbing or ta bao-ing some gd-looking guys back to singapore for myself and jenn, i find it damn amusing to have said that to her. gonna renew my passport as soon as possible so that i can leave singapore anytime i want.

according to some feedbacks, ppl commented my hair looks like JJ, kelly and a HAT??!! and ppl congratulated me for gaining weight. (T-T) time to resume my dieting plan. i ate one dumpling, a plate of fruits and 2 chicken wings for the whole of today. that's great. and i'm not feeling a single bit of hungry. keep up the good work maki.

~love story~

2006-05-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

there was this girl, who likes this guy in her class. there was this guy, who likes this girl in his class. fear of rejection, both of them were afraid to confess their love to each other.

they started out the relationship as buddy, a close friend that is more than a lover. and they were always being teased for looking like a couple. they blushed. coz deep inside their heart, that was what they wanted.

at last, she confessed to him about her feelings towards him. he was elated and confessed to her too. this was when they realised they actually fell in love with each other since long time ago.

as days passed, her attitude changed. she became quiet and was cold towards him. she had problems with her family, her studies and her friends, which caused her to be down with depression. yet, she didn't want him to worry about her and thus kept it as a secret. she cried almost everyday, silently. but he was tired of the relationship. he felt that the chemistry between them was no longer strong like before. finally, he broke up with her. Even though he still loves her, he decided that freedom for both was the best remedy to the situation. she, feeling heartbrokened, moved on with her life coz she believed those promises they had given to each other. holding on to a faith that some day he might come back to her while protecting him secretly like a guardian angel, that was the way she chose to love him.

one day, she met with an accident at the crossroad near the post office. she was rushed to the hospital. he, upon knowing the bad news from her best friend, ran down to the hospital panicky. but... it was too late. she didn't make it through the accident. tears started flowing down his cheek when he saw her being wheeled out, with a white cloth covering her whole body.

a month later, he received an unidentified parcel. he unwrapped the parcel and saw an enclosed letter with a photo album. he recognised her handwriting.
the letter: "baby, today will be our one year anniversary if we were still together. here are some memories we shared and i gave them to u not because i chose to abandon them, but it's because i have them inside my heart. thank you for everything that you've given me and i believe my life has got no regrets after knowing you. i'll never forget all those beautiful moments we've spent together. and.. ya always the one i treasure and love. --love you always, your guardian angel"
he was shocked to see that the parcel was dated on the day she met accident. knowing that she intended to have this parcel sent a month later which falls on their anniversary, he was touched and regretted for leaving her.

*if you have anyone dearest to your heart, do treasure them and love them. nobody wants to live a life with regrets, ain't it? =D*

~i'm so dead~

2006-05-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

i need a break from everything. breathless is the word to describe how i'm feeling now. the two CAs are over and guess what? project submissions are on their way haunting me. 3 projects to be handed in next week. i'm dead. seriously dead. and i still have to care about that store?!

i wish doraemon is here to lend me his round hand. or perhaps pull out some amazing stuff outta his pocket to save me. that is why i adore him so much. doraemon, sarang haeyo~~ nonono. doraemon was created by a jap. doraemon, aishiteru! daisuki dayo!

how i wish i'm a baby or child now. being protected and worry-free. when i feel like throwing tantrum, i'll just do it and not care about how others feel. sighs.. i guess admitting i've grown up is the only way to comfort myself.

my gorgeous daughter. she's super chio and sweet. zelia darling loves her too. this is the first time she entered bro's room without hiding behind my back. coz bro looks like a monster to her. and he definitely is! stealing my piglet is an evidence.

~i heart bird's nest~

2006-05-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

mummy stocked up our house with bird's nest and i'm falling in love with them. gonna drink it everyday just like fann and my skin will glow like her. i feel like a spoilt brat.

anyway, my cute guy was sitting behind me during the free elective talk, which i shouldn't be there in the first place coz there isn't a need for me to take. and i was telling mayu i dun like him anymore after knowing he's that normal. his voice ain't that man even though he's gd-looking. *sad* my next target shall be duan cheng feng coz mayu said he has got a nice voice. sorrie jas, we shall share him okie? hope he's going to the hongkong trip so i can get the chance to know him more, or i shud say laugh at him more.

and i was damn lucky and charming that i charmed the uncle with my eyes. he gave me EIGHT nuggets for the price of four [one buck]. god... shupin will be burning with green eyes coz she nv have this luck. *bleahx*

the stupid blisters on both legs kept bleeding non-stop. but i enjoyed watching at the pink panther plasters chris bought for me coz they're super cute. =D
i've got so many dearies and darlings but i love them all. haa.. i dunno what i'm saying anymore.

-back to mugging-

it's waffle-licious~

2006-05-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

went swensen's for dinner just now. i guess i'm considered horrible to have eaten up two ice-cream waffles and french fries which mummy surrendered coz she was bloated.

i've got a long shopping list on my mind especially it's the GSS now. i want a citigem's bracelet. and i want a bright red or hot pink luggage for my hongkong tour. i've decided to bring a few sets of clothes only coz i predicted my luggage will be stuffed with new clothes, gifts, bears and whatever one can think of. i guess jasmine's gonna bring her whole house there just like what she did for chalet.

oh crap.. lots of project submissions and CAs coming on their way. they're flooding my life so much that i've got no time for suntanning. especially that d*mn cart which took away my precious time. i dunno what's holding me back to quit it even though i hated wasting time down there, being treated like an invisible slave. perhaps it's the word 'responsibility'. i'm practically testing my own patience. yeap. maybe one day i will just throw the stuff on the floor and shout "i quit!" right at his face. nah.. i'm not a meano. but it really stress me so much that i dreamt of that scenario.

duh~ gonna open the cart at 9 tml morning. tsumaranai!

new bloggie

2006-05-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

yeap..
due to boredom, i've decided to create a new bloggie.

i'm currently in a hongkong daze after knowing that bei long gals were shortlisted for the tour. we even planned what to do and what to buy already. me and darling planned to create havoc in sweetie pie and mayu-chan's room. instead of shitting in our own room, we shall fill up their room with the shit just like air-freshener. soon... i'm gonna fulfil my childhood dream of going to disneyland and flood myself with lots of mickey stuff.

i've got cravings for waffle and fondue so much so that i wanna run down to orchard in my pyjamus suit now. and sis just ordered a goodness biggg, no, i mean HUGE pizza from rocky pizza. it's two times the size of my head and it's super cheesy. that sums up my dinner or perhaps tml's breakfast. i'm super upset coz i couldn't get my elmo plushie from almost all the minitoons in singapore. they're sold out. duh~

that's all. shall find something else to kill my boredom.

*_intoxicating.love_*

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*~c h i o n g s t e r~*

*~it's a momo night~*

*~kanashii~*

*~duh~*

~*02-06-06*~

*~31-05-06~*

*~love story~*

*~i'm so dead~*

*~i heart bird's nest~*

*it's waffle-licious~*

*new bloggie*

_intoxicating.love_

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~c h i o n g s t e r~

~it's a momo night~

~kanashii~

~duh~

~02-06-06~

~31-05-06~

~love story~

~i'm so dead~

~i heart bird's nest~

it's waffle-licious~

new bloggie